Today, I felt confuse..as to how i really feel.. was it my fault of feeling that i was unwanted? uncared for? Or was it just me thinking too much?? He always give me these mixed feelings.. Sometimes made me feel special and sometimes made feel unwanted...feel unimportant..
Please tell me..what are these feelings? Which should i trust? Sometimes, no..most of the times, i feel like i'm alone.. my friends does not care for me as much as they cared for others. It feels like i always get the other end of the stick. Please tell me.. is it just me being selfish with my childish thoughts or is it true, that i always get leave behind..
So far in my life, i've never met a true friend who would be there for me always, who would sacrifice for me as much as i would for him/her..
A friend who i can trust and know that i can count on..i bet everyone in this planet wishes to have such a friend. I envy those who have already found such a friend..
A friend that you will always cherish in your heart..
If i have a friend like that..i would share all this with him/her..share everything...every part of my life as he/she would share her's/his...
For those who have such a friend.. please always cherish them and keep them close to your heart.. As they always say.. you'll never know what you have until you have lost them..
The sad and sorrowful little bird deep inside me, weeping and lost, trapped, unable to be free.
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I often felt what you are feeling right now.. Unable to express out, always felt lonely eventhough I have friends, some times shed tears when I couldn't bear the loneliness, maybe I was thinking too much, distancing myself from others, for I always thought that they wouldn't understand what I was going through. And the one that I wanted company from, doesn't care much. So that really added to my loneliness. Hopefully you'll find a true friend soon..
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